My Boyfriend is Amazing

It's been a few days since my last entry, mostly because Dylan is keeping me constantly busy. In fact, I don't think he's left my side since he arrived here! I'm sure he'd like to get out and see some of his old friends, but for the past week I've been getting panicky whenever I even think about leaving the house, so we've stayed inside the whole time just watching movies, playing on the computer, talking and cuddling. And when I say cuddling I'm not using it as a metaphor for something more. I'm not ready for that and Dylan's not pushing me.

We had a long talk yesterday about him moving back up here to finish his last two years of school. He really wants to, and while I want him to be here I don't think it's practical. As much as I love him, I'm not ready to live with him and there's no one other than my parents who might consider taking him in. Then there's his family. He loves his family and I don't think he's quite ready to leave them yet. In the end we decided that we would get together as much as possible over the next couple of years and try to get into the same University.

He is, however, staying here for what's left of the summer and only going back the day before I go back to school (he gets another week of holiday the lucky git). It means I have him for another two weeks and I really don't have the words to express how happy that makes me. I really don't want him to go back, but given that the only other option is for him to leave his family and live here for me...as attractive as the idea might sound I think he'd be miserable without them and I don't think we're ready to live together.

My bed is definitely going to feel empty without him, though. I love waking up beside him in the morning, especially when he's still asleep. He's gorgeous when he's awake, but when he's sleeping he looks so angelic.

This morning (well, yesterday morning now) we sat down with my parents and brother and told them what really happened to me. I don't want to go into detail about the conversation right now, but let's just say there were tears and my brother decided to take his anger out on the coffee table, so Mum now needs to go buy some new furniture. We're going to the police station tomorrow to tell them the full story, though none of us have much hope that anything will really be done at this point. I might say more after we've spoken to the police, but right now I'm waiting for Dylan to come back from the shower so we can go to bed.

He's so sexy when he's wet.